A Dedication...Journey of Memories.

An internet chat….a friendship...long conversations facing sun n sea…knowing each other…understanding each other…a walk from linking to carter…a walk on marine drive…a chemistry…long conversations over coffee…attraction…a look in your eyes…a flutter somewhere in me…a confession…silence…a confession…a bridge…a movie…moonlight…rainy evenings…longings for love…walks at sea…knowing each other…a commitment…blossoming love…romantic dinners…long walks…hazy sunsets…sitting on rocks…movie theatres…old buildings…an empty house…a hill station…a bike ride…a glass painting…an anniversary…a perfume bottle…a loss…a quilt…an album…quiet lunches…arguments…making up…shopping sprees…bubbling laughter…long glances…conversations in each others arms…laughing through tears…holding hands and watching sunsets…trips…passion…an aquarium…shopping for fish…beaches…dreams…Royal Enfield…Amore…Silver Beach…Urban Tadka…friends…exploring…bliss…telepathy…love…hope…religion…dreams…
yellow and white tiles…rust walls…a love seat…wooden bed…a skylight…burst bubbles…a path…tears…rocks and stones…bare feet…open arms…a vision…a smile…hope…love…religion…a compromise…hope again…a decision…anger...injustice…communication…calm…feelings…emotions…tears…moments reminisced…a decision…loss…broken hearts…tears…a promise…souls meeting…a commitment…friendship…hope…eternity………………………..and the journey goes on.

its amazing how jus a few minutes with a person can create a bond however small it maybe.. just today i was travelling in this really crowded train..and i mean crowded there was no place to stand, leave alone sit. hehehe well i was standing somewhere in between and there was this lady sitting on the seat with her 1 year old daughter in her lap...n the little kid was kicking me away to glory, and i didnt mind in the least bit since i knew the mother couldnt help it. there was no place for God's sake. slowly i started makin friens with her, tickling her, teasing her and it was so cool! i mean this lil kid with a mop of curls was having a blast with all the 'aunties' around her, one gave her a sweet, one made her sit on her lap to look outta the window, i was playing with her (unfortunately i was also titled 'auntie') she was really getting all the attention amidst the crowded train.what fun!!!
on another note, today i was working in the clinic and came upon this story written by one of the patients and it was brilliant!i instantly became a fan and to think that he was just 17, the way he played with the words was amazing. i was jus carried away by the story.....

brokenhearted

ever stood under the shower and let the water drown away your tears? ever woken up heavy hearted and wished that it was all just a dream but pinched urself and realised that shit its reality? ever wished a bad news that someone told u was just a joke and till reality struck u like lightning, continued wishing that??
hmmm i did today...got this really bad news and all this is wht i felt and did..though i think ill wake up tomorrow and thn realise its not a dream.
so what is all this emotional attachment all about?
i dunno im the one attached so hw can i give u an objective view? figure it out for urself...
aaaahhhhh mumbai is killing me with wht its known for best, its traffic (chocablock i must say!!) and its heat, if i stay in mumbai m gonna surely die of a sunstroke, and imagine if u get the perfect combination of the two!!!!voila! u die in the traffic hehehe k m crz..remember the bad news ???

just a thought!!

jus a few minutes ago i realised that my writers block jus flew right out the window, fellt like writing again!hehehe....
mumbai..ive fallen in love with this place ever since ive come here, the place, its people, my wonderful friends, people who i can trust with my life, a crazy bunch honestly...
mumbai has given me so much and its just been five years! ive definitely learnt more about people here than in my three year psychology course. Live in a hostel and u understand how the human mind functions, Freud u forgot to check out the hostels in ur days...
hmmm why the freud fixation ? well because i jus got done with my abnormal psych paper and it psyched me out completely...okay my thoughts move faster than my fingers so ill stop taking a tangent which incidentally i never caught the concept of in school...
ive realised, pardon my cynical tone, but ive realised that u live with people and u live one month, 6 months a year, two years, soon you get tired of the farce ur putting up and voila! the original you emerges, something like dancing with ur enemy at a masquerade party.
but at the same time u know who ur true friends are, lucky if u get one! "dont be so fixated on friends" my mom would reiterate. what are friends for? a safe haven ? a shoulder to cry on? dunno, but definitely a break from the stressful life one leads nowadays, especially for me.
have u ever wanted to just run away far away leaving everyone behind and find a special little corner of your own where you could just be yourself? no responsibilities, no worries, childlike, carefree and just YOU. i do.. and i feel like doing it right now. nope m not trying to escape from reality, its more like wanting to take a vacation from reality...hmmm wonder how it would be to be psychotic? hmmm just a thought definitely not a wish! id rather be in greece or lets get closer to home, probably mahabaleshwar;)
well i dont wanna pull an all nighter something i almost did last night and paid heavily for today..and to think that m dead broke!
ciao and ill be back:)

today

hmm.. i feel like this 5 yr old with a new toy which he shows off to everyone!! well i tried not to tell the people on the train abt it..ohh..the excitement will wane and there will be a day when m gonna have to find things to say..but m enjoying it while it lasts..have a little soul searching to do...
was walkin along my hostel lane and could vividly remember the first time i ever walked that very lane..its beautiful u oughta see it.. ofcourse its one of mumbais lanes, but its got this olde days charm to it, yellow flowers spread on either side.. a road less travelled comes to my mind
oh incidentally are u suffering from a lack of scraps on orkut?? jus put in a display name like mine..ofcourse i had the pox, but i was flooded overnight with scraps:) honest..
jus had a long day at the clinic...its been ages!!feels so good being back...its been fun there.. learnt so much...hmmm things like this are so therapeutic....something like doin something you love, being with someone you love, talking your heart out(catharsis as freud put it) oh def. cleaning out your house,(you could also tk your frustration out by washing clothes by hand;) its fun!) but eating chocolates takes the cake! ooh u cn jus feel the endorphins released and it feels so good.. a spoonful of nutella will do the job:)
had a long day today and nw suffering from writers block, so will be back soon :)

my entree into the blog world!!

hmmm.. it wasnt tht easy, since m a blog virgin and well not too technosavvy..no inclination u see...i created a blog wth another email id while i already had one n thn had to change my URL again :( gawd, technology!!*sigh.....
was jus reading a friends blog n felt like creating one for myself..its fun thinking n writing ur thoughts....dunno who'l read them but.ill def be there :)
its 130 am and m jus done with exams n the pox..uuggghhh it was jus gettin to me and finally the doc declared me noninfectious, felt like i was reborn.. had a bath after ten days..dont worry dint go near anyone!!!
so nw blogging away to glory while my unaware mom is sleeping soundly in the next room....
and i think ill hit the sack nw too...have a long way to go tomm.. but will def. keep blogging :) kudos n good night