my first rain in 2009

its raining, and i'm all alone at home...noone to tell and writing is my catharsis...i'm in bangalore, vacationing. Its my first day and i have relaxed enuff to make up for my hectic months.... its been excruciatingly hot (if anyone can use that adjective for heat!) and I have been at the brunt, given my work hours and travelling in mumbai, and nw its raining!!! we live on a terrace flat and the sky is dark, clouds above, spouting rain, and as usual i'm feeling free!! exhilarated!! something jus comes over me. Whenver it rains, i feel like everything is going to be all right... i wanna soak and get wet in the rain and i cant....:( why?? i dunno, probably coz i have a cold... the spray is coming in and i jus wanna be like this alone. for once, ryt now i dont want neone with me, jus me and the rain and the writing!! the smell of the mud turning and getting wet and the sound of the rain, the first rain,this year!!!