"I want to live like animals.....careless and free...... like animals...... i want to live...... i want to run thru the jungle ......the wind in my hair...... and the sand at my feet. "
I feel like m going thru a midlife crisis, but m just 22......suddenly i dont want to be bound by emotions, attachments, friends, family, people. They say man is a social animal, but frankly m kinda sick of people. I'm sick of the everyday interaction with people, homo sapiens just like me. The daily to n fro of feeling appreciated and yet being looked down upon, of keeping up farces and trying to break thru someone elses farces, of trying to be nice to someone u just cant stand, of being mean to people u really love, just because u had a bad day or are going thru a bad phase, tired of being in a constant state of motion, on the move, doing this and that, wondering how to improve ur lifestyle, to remain healthy, happy, satisfied. It just doesnt seem worth it. Right now i wanna be Tom Hanks of Cast Away where there is noone but a football (chuck i think the name was) and cardboards of the Fed Ex. Somewhere i dont have to worry abt nething except food n shelter and where i can jus be alone with my thoughts, a place at the sea, sand.... so tht im able to run on the sand, in the water, my hair flying behind me, exhilaration creeping in, peace settling in, a kind of effervescent, bubbling energy, free, unattached, unbound and just ME MYSELF the person i am , my thoughts my beliefs. jus wanna be alone...................
2 comments:
hiii..acha i think ur rite..u know u shud plan a vacation at the same location of casteaway..neways just relax the new day will always bring something different in ur life...so look ahead to it..problems n stupid ppl will always follow but ya always look out 4 tat silver lining..n if tat brings a smile on ur face ur work is done...okie m gettin too philosophical...so take care keep smilin n enjoy watever comes ur way..cheers!!!
u knw it happens sometimes...n trust me its nt only u who feels so...again the same...we need change....but bacchu we cannot be away frm crowd for more time...thts wat is true...its like rainbow sweetheart..u r one of those colors in rainbow...if one color decides to stay away,somehow we won't find it tht good...u knw utna maja nahi aaega dekhneko.we await to see all the colors toghether...take ur own time to be in rainbow....coz other colors which r missing r none other than ur own frnds sweetie..... :) love you. i knw tht feeling is jus to be alone...but no hurry, i swear we are ready to wait....
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